Why I’m No Longer a Christian, and Why I Promote Yoga and Meditation

I often get comments from Christians urging me to come back to Jesus, and that he would still forgive me if I were to return to the faith. In response to this, I feel that it’s important to clarify a few things.

I did not fall away. I didn’t find it hard to live a Christian life. Living sin-free is what I do to this day, to the best of my ability.

What made me to turn away from Christianity is nothing to do with an inability to live a moral life. When your earthly soul merges with the divine Higher Self, you cannot but live a moral life.

What made me deconvert was my research into this faith. You assume that the deeper you dig, the purer form of Christianity you will find. But that’s absolutely not true.Read more…

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The Sun Behind the Sun Book Is Now Released!

Sun Behind the Sun bookSun Behind The Sun is an ebook for those who have already tasted the fruits of awakening, but aren’t yet quite sure where exactly spiritually they are. 

It’s for those interested in deepening their understanding about the mystic union of the earthly soul with its divine companion (Higher Self), kundalini activation, deep meditation, sungazing, Eternal Sun and other deeper spiritual subjects.

Here are some topics that are covered in the book:

*How archons operate in human affairs;
*How to know your level of spiritual growth;
*Recognize whether your spiritual growth is genuine or it’s a new-age illusive growth;
*In-depth information on Kundalini;
*In-depth information about the Higher Self;
*Western way to achieve the union with your Higher Self (safer than the eastern yoga);
*Esoteric meaning of Jesus’ crucifixion;
*Esoteric Christian/Hindu/Buddhist teachings explained;
*How Christianity borrowed most of its tenets from pagan religions;
*How and why planets rule us, and what to do about it;
*What pagan deities really represent, and how this empowers those who know it;
*How the month in which a child is born determines his/her inclinations;
*Celibacy magic and advice on semen preservation in relationships;
*What the Holy Spirit really is, based on my research and personal experience;
*An in-depth sungazing guide (containing much more information than available online)
*And so much more!

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You can view the full table of contents here:

This book is suitable for those genuinely interested in spiritual growth.

In this book I’ve shared with you most of my current spiritual developments and research. I’ve read many obscure and difficult to understand esoteric books and, coupled with my personal observations and long hours of meditation, I’m sharing with you my conclusions about deeper spiritual topics.

Book pages: 248.

Format: PDF

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Order it here. I would really appreciate if you could donate the suggested amount ($19.99) as I put a lot of work in this book. If that is not possible, you may choose to donate less. Minimum donation applies.

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Obvious NWO Conditioning That Few See

As I was doing walking meditation after sungazing in a monastery temple, I stopped when I reached its door to turn around and do another round of walking. But before turning, my sight was caught by an exquisite carving on the temple door.

The wood carving depicted a scene from the life of Buddha. It was so well done that it looked like a frozen real-life event. What caught my attention in the scene were the kneeling people around Buddha who sat under the Bodhi tree. Then my mind straight away recalled a similar scene depiction of figurines of men kneeling before the Buddha statue at the other end of the temple.

This made me think about how many timesRead more…

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On Vampirism, Levitation and Raising the Dead

Blavatsky had a thorough understanding of the spirit world. She knew the various causes of spiritual phenomena and tried as best as she could to explain it.

I believe that one of the reasons why she wrote so extensively on the subject was so that people don’t fall for the Christianity trap which is set up as a controlled opposition (the good guy in the play controlled by the same dark entity as the bad guy). It’s designed to receive those that got burnt because of dabbling in spiritual matters without any knowledge of it.

Keep in mind that at the time she lived (nineteenth century) the suffocating grasp of Catholicism and Protestantism over the peoples was much stronger than it is now, thus the urgency of Blavatsky to put her knowledge in writing.Read more…

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On Jesus and the Bible: Origin of the Forbidden Fruit Story, Jesus the Initiate and the Sun of God

I hope that this is my last article with regards to explaining my stance on Jesus and the Bible. I’ve expressed my views (which are based on extensive research) already, but since some of my readers keep asking me to clarify my stance, I had to write this post.

The Bible is a collection of different myths taken from different pagan religions. Christians would be quick to say in response to this that the Devil anticipated Christianity and thus created all those myths in pagan cultures so that later on he would be able to discredit this new religion.

This argument is so silly that it hardly needs refuting. With such a way of arguing anything can be explained away. I see this kind of excuse as a desperate attempt to protect the cherished belief. Such people hardened their hearts and refuse to look at the truth.Read more…

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On Castaneda, Blavatsky, Isis Unveiled and Occult

In this article I will update you about what books I’m currently reading as well as about the audiobook I’m currently recording.

I’ve read quite a few of Carlos Castaneda’s books. When I read them before being awakened, I understood them only a little, but since the awakening I can access a much deeper level of this work which makes it a very fulfilling and interested read. I hope to read all of his books eventually.Read more…

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Is Jesus (The Most High) God?


This is going to be one of the most important posts so far. Yet those who decided to stick to their beliefs without being willing to examine the Scripture will not be willing to listen. But that’s not my concern anymore, and they will have to answer to God for this.

(In this post I’m going to capitalize only personal pronouns referring to the Most High to avoid any confusion.)

I’m going to prove my stance only by using Scripture, so please read (or listen) to the end so that nobody jumps to wrong conclusions about what I’m going to say in this message. Then please pray to God about this and do your own research as well prayerfully read the Bible for YHWH to reveal you the truth.Read more…

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A Message to Christians, Catholics and Others Who Believe in Jesus

In this video I talk about:

1) What we can learn from various groups within the body of Christ (Protestantism, Catholicism, Hebrew roots movement…),

2) Some of their doctrines that do not seem to be biblical but are the traditions of men,

3) The fact that we should avoid causing splits in the body of Christ because God is against those who create disagreements between the brethren.

I also discuss some points about modesty, being separate from the world, and the revelation that I received about one subject in the book of Revelation!

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A Roman Catholic Addition to Our Bibles

In this video I discuss my research into the Greek Majority Text and the later Roman Catholic addition which made it into our KJV Bibles.

Also, here’s the link to the Western Peshitto English translation (which is useful to compare to our KJV), which is the Aramaic Bible referred to in my video. The better one is the Eastern Peshitta but I can’t yet find a good English translation.

It’s better because it’s not modified, whereas the Western one was modified and therefore it has the Comma Johanneum clause, though a note is attached to explain the addition.

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What You Should Know About Demonic Strongholds

Due to the increased demonic activity people are loaded with demons these days. Most people will never know that they are, because of the reasons discussed in the video.

Christians shouldn’t worry if they have demons, though they should try to cast them out as much as possible. In this video I also talk about demonic Hindu practices of yoga and meditation.

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