My Updated About Me Video

For existing viewers: This video is a remake from an older About Me video. Half of it is updated following my Christian deconversion. You can watch the new half from around 17:20. In this video I … Read more...

Creating a Void – Consciousness Transfer – Seeing Things as They Are

You probably have heard of a story of how a pupil came to the Zen master to learn from his wisdom, but the master said that it's impossible for him to learn because he's full (of himself). That's a … Read more...

What You Probably Didn’t Know About Sex and Celibacy Book is Released!

 Sex & Celibacy is a 180-page ebook about my celibacy journey. I share not only my experiences and advice, but also include the accounts and important warnings of the celibates of the past … Read more...

On Sex and Celibacy

Since the time when I found out the deception of Christianity and deconverted, I got many emails from my past readers expressing their joy that I was no longer in the trap of religion. The email of … Read more...

[OCCULT AUDIOBOOK] – Transcendental Magic by Eliphas Levi – Part 2 of 2

Eliphas Levi was the most knowledgeable Kabbalist of his time. In this book he shares his knowledge on magic, both white and black, explains qualifications necessary for the adept, the meaning of … Read more...

Why I Read Magic Books

When I published my narrated audiobook of Eliphas Levi called Transcendental Magic, I got some questions about why I read such books. Thus, this article.  … Read more...

[OCCULT AUDIOBOOK] – Transcendental Magic by Eliphas Levi – Part 1 of 2

Eliphas Levi was the most knowledgeable Kabbalist of his time. In this book he shares his knowledge on magic, both white and black, explains qualifications necessary for the adept, the meaning of … Read more...

Why I Drink Rain Water

I believe the reason there's so much fearmongering with regards to drinking rain water is so that the sale of bottled water would continue rising. Remember, archons would not just come out and … Read more...

A Thing That Blinds Spiritual Sight

In this post I would like to share with you a thing that blinds a spiritual sight and what increases it. As I was listening to Rudolf Steiner's "How to Know Higher Worlds" audiobook, I could not … Read more...

A Dream About My Psychopathic Ex and What It Means

I recently dreamt of my ex-boyfriend who is a psychopath. The dream appeared out of nowhere - I haven't thought about him for a very long time. In the dream I went to his house to take my remaining … Read more...