On Truth, Self-Growth and a Change in Video Direction

In this article I will discuss two unrelated  subjects, but since I don’t want to write two very short articles, I will squeeze them into one.

The first thing I would like to discuss is the accusation of some readers of being self-contradicting. Yes, contradictions can be found in my work, and that’s because I grow. I cannot cling to the beliefs and concepts I held a year ago, since my growth is rapid.

I think it’s much more dangerous to stay stuck with some leader who sounds the same as he sounded fifty years ago, than with someone who always grows and therefore changes their point of view.

Self-contradiction is the inevitable outcome of self-growth. You saw the world in one way and now you’re no longer in the valley but going higher up, so the view changes. So there’s nothing much I can do about these contradictions.

Yes, some people hide that they see things in a different way – simply because they are in the public eye and they fear public backlash as a result of changed opinions due to their growth. But I think such leaders are cowards and I would rather be accused of contradicting myself than put truth to death. It, of course, depends on whom you serve.

I’m happy that I don’t sound the same way I did a year ago. This shows me that I always grow. In fact, I see a change in me every day – and I wouldn’t want things in any different way. If people are the same they were a year ago, this isn’t something to pat one on the back for.

And another thing I would like to discuss in this article is a change in video direction. It will affect my articles as well. I’m going to start recording more articles as well as audio books. I especially will focus on audio books.

This is because I’m currently consuming a lot of new information, and I find that some of it is missing on YouTube. So instead of reading only for my own benefit, I’m going to record the audiobooks that are missing from YouTube or have bad sound quality.

In this way you can learn with me as well, and know which books I’m reading. If I read out good articles, it will be with my reflections as well.

So in summary, please don’t find it surprising if my view on certain subjects changes. This is a good sign, and something that’s to be expected when people continuously grow. I also wish for you to experience such changes, because it’s wonderful to discover that you are a different person from who you were a year ago.


  1. Patrick Rankin says

    I understand your being sceptical about Christianity as controlled opposition, and I’ve listed to Jordan Maxwell for a long time. Jews believe that scripture has layers of meaning, literal, figurative, esoteric.. etc .. that’s where I’m at with it right now. In my experience, Yeshua puts us through a lot of testing before we are saved and it’s a process.. in my case 10 years. 1 Peter 5:10. Like you I came to the conclusion of the flat earth and the infiltration of Christianity into paganism. Another point I would make from my own experience is that Satan can deceive you spiritually.. he’s deceived me. I still don’t fully understand why Yeshua allows it, one person I listen to on YouTube suggest it is because of pride. Maybe I was prideful and didn’t realize it. One suggestion I’ve read is that when Satan made war against God in heaven, many angels sat on the fence and didn’t take a side, and those of us on earth are here to prove that we belong in heaven. I’ve read a lot of NDE”s of people who were atheists etc, and met Yeshua out of their body.. others have seen heaven and hell..I’ve learned a lot from ex satanist and ex Illuminati testimonies.. the spiritual power they had and how they operate, and all the occult symbolism in corporate logos that identify them.. they really do rule the world financially when you look into it.. and they want to kill everyone especially Christians.. I know there are true Christians and false or nominal..and they give everyone a bad name..because in my estimation, Baal worship has been mixed with Christianity. The thing that convinces me that Yeshua is true, is that the god of this world is Lucifer, like the Bible says, his people rule this world, and they hate all that is good.

  2. Thank you for being willing to record the audiobooks!
    I’ m looking forword to an in-depth article on fragmentation and integration

  3. i feel like its harder for you to believe in the goodness in the Bible(even in church)because you are from the East. you have known that side of spirituality so much of your life. but a part of me hopes there is more to learn about it and well be hearing more from you about Jesus’s teachings. its greatly influenced my feelings about spirituality because i am afraid of believing the wrong things.
    theres nothing wrong with beginning again with a fresh point of view though. it will be really cool to hear some audiobooks!
    hope you are doing well

  4. As long as your focus is on TRUTH
    I’ve been researching for many years myself, and growing in knowledge. Religion is man made, it has nothing to do with God.

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