My Updated About Me Video

For existing viewers: This video is a remake from an older About Me video. Half of it is updated following my Christian deconversion. You can watch the new half from around 17:20.

In this video I describe my childhood, how I became self-employed, moved to India, experienced Kundalini awakening, converted and deconverted from Christianity, and what I’m up to now.

A more detailed About Me story is here.

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What You Probably Didn’t Know About Sex and Celibacy

Sex & Celibacy EbookSex & Celibacy is a 180-page ebook about my celibacy journey.

I share not only my experiences and advice, but also include the accounts and important warnings of the celibates of the past who were occultists, spiritual teachers, writers, inventors, artists, and more.

This ebook was first released on May 2015, and was fully revised and updated on May 2016, with my new experiences and newly-found genuine accounts of yet more celibates, especially saints.

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Order the Sex & Celibacy ebook here.

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Seven reasons why I wrote this ebook

1.) I’ve decided to share my celibacy journey so that it serves as a source of inspiration for current celibates to continue walking this road;

2.) So that it serves as a source of information for those who are thinking about this lifestyle and want to find out what they can expect from it. Read more…

Comte De St Germain – the Man Who Never Dies? Immortal Adept Introduction

I recently read The Most Holy Trinosophia – the only known occult work of Comte de St. Germain. I didn’t even know before reading this work that St. Germain was a real character, and not only a new-age ascended master (who isn’t likely to be him anyway).

When I just downloaded the ebook, it was late so I put it on audio narration. So I drifted to sleep listening to the account of his life.

My sleep was interrupted – I awoke at around 3.30 AM. There was Read more…

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The Greatest Obstacle to Spiritual Progress

In this post I will share with you what recently happened to me, and the moral of the story.

After I released the Sun Behind The Sun ebook, all those who ordered it received it successfully.

However, there was one person who opened a case against me on Read more…

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Difference Between Left and Right Hand Meditation Paths

When I started meditating in my teenage years, I didn’t even know that I had chosen the left hand path.

This is the reason it made me spiritually grow fast, but this is also the reason why it was so scary sometimes and why spiritual practices threatened to take me out of balance.

Because of choosing the left hand path, the Read more…

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Seeing Worlds Through Divine Eye, Zen Mind-To-Mind Transmission and Corruption in Buddhism

The video above was made whilst I was in a forest Buddhist monastery in Thailand. I discussed three topics: the corruption in Buddhism, seeing worlds through the divine eye, as well as the mind-to-mind transmission that happened whilst I was in another Buddhist monastery.

Firstly, about the corruption in Buddhism. Blavatsky in her Isis Vol. 2 rightly mentioned that Buddhism became corrupted with Brahmanism. Brahmanism also corrupted the original religion of India.

(Brahmanism is a way of calling a corrupted Hindu faith. It became corrupted through evil priests who introduced many useless rituals and extracted much money from the religious folk.)

Buddha came to re-establish the way. He wasn’t the first one to have found it, but only the first in our period of human evolution, as Buddhist texts say. He came to cleanse Hinduism from all useless pompous traditions and money-grabbing priests. Read more…

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Eco Rural Self-Sustaining Living: My New Life in a Lithuanian Village

In this post I will update you on what it’s like to live in a Lithuanian village.

As you may know, I’ve recently purchased a plot of land in a rural place in Lithuania. The plot has a tiny hut, and when I purchased it, it was totally overgrown with grass, because previous owners neglected it.

What water I use and how it changed my appearance

Apart from electricity, the land has no conveniences whatsoever. I even have to Read more…

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Beast System in Lithuania

The beast system in Lithuania is in full swing. There’s a huge difference between the way that this country was thirteen years ago when I left it, and how it feels now.

Lithuania is morally and economically degrading. People are quickly losing the bit of humanity that they possessed. Even those who are reasonable and of stronger morals totally lack compassion. The youth is totally zombie-like, like is the case in many developed countries.

Sometimes by the look of people it’s hard to tell whether I’m in Lithuania or in England. When I lived in England I was often exposed to the folk that live on benefits, because they are everywhere. Their appearance is untidy, mothers have multiple children so that the benefit payout is greater.

The same sort of people I’ve found in my country as well. This was very sad to see. And the youth has a sort of unconscious look when they take their eyes off their mobile devices.Read more…

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My Encounter with a Reptilian Psychopath

All this time I had a reptilian relative and I wasn’t aware of it. However, at the time of living in Lithuania I wasn’t awakened.

Now, after kundalini rising, when I came back to my home country, I saw the situation with new eyes.  And one of my relatives is a definite reptilian – I saw too much evidence to ever doubt it.

In fact, she even has a reptilian skin disease – her skin gets scaly in certain places at regular times. She tried to fight this “anomaly” and nothing seemed to work (!).Read more…

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On Two Great Changes in My Life

It’s time to reveal the two great changes that recently took place in my life. I mentioned that a great change will happen in the article on leaving India.

However, in that article I wasn’t able to share with you what that change was, because of the following reason. I don’t tell anyone the things that didn’t yet manifest which I want to manifest. I keep it to myself, and when it comes true, then only I talk about it.

This is an old habit of mine which helped me to manifest many of my wishes. The reason it’s effective is because when you formulate some wish in your mind, it’s ethereal. It means that it’s weak, and any stronger wish for it not to manifest may destroy it.Read more…

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