Archives for August 2018

My Updated About Me Video

For existing viewers: This video is a remake from an older About Me video. Half of it is updated following my Christian deconversion. You can watch the new half from around 17:20.

In this video I describe my childhood, how I became self-employed, moved to India, experienced Kundalini awakening, converted and deconverted from Christianity, and what I’m up to now.

A more detailed About Me story is here.

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Creating a Void – Consciousness Transfer – Seeing Things as They Are

You probably have heard of a story of how a pupil came to the Zen master to learn from his wisdom, but the master said that it’s impossible for him to learn because he’s full (of himself).

That’s a very common problem. Many cannot learn anything truly new because Read more…

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What You Probably Didn’t Know About Sex and Celibacy Book is Released!

Sex & Celibacy EbookSex & Celibacy is a 180-page ebook about my celibacy journey.

I share not only my experiences and advice, but also include the accounts and important warnings of the celibates of the past who were occultists, spiritual teachers, writers, inventors, artists, and more.

This ebook was first released on May 2015, and was fully revised and updated on May 2016, with my new experiences and newly-found genuine accounts of yet more celibates, especially saints.

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Order the Sex & Celibacy ebook here.

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Seven reasons why I wrote this ebook

1.) I’ve decided to share my celibacy journey so that it serves as a source of inspiration for current celibates to continue walking this road;

2.) So that it serves as a source of information for those who are thinking about this lifestyle and want to find out what they can expect from it. Read more…

On Sex and Celibacy

Since the time when I found out the deception of Christianity and deconverted, I got many emails from my past readers expressing their joy that I was no longer in the trap of religion.

The email of this type usually Read more…

[OCCULT AUDIOBOOK] – Transcendental Magic by Eliphas Levi – Part 2 of 2

Eliphas Levi was the most knowledgeable Kabbalist of his time.

In this book he shares his knowledge on magic, both white and black, explains qualifications necessary for the adept, the meaning of pentagram, the triangle of Solomon, and more.

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Why I Read Magic Books

When I published my narrated audiobook of Eliphas Levi called Transcendental Magic, I got some questions about why I read such books. Thus, this article. Read more…

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[OCCULT AUDIOBOOK] – Transcendental Magic by Eliphas Levi – Part 1 of 2

Eliphas Levi was the most knowledgeable Kabbalist of his time.

In this book he shares his knowledge on magic, both white and black, explains qualifications necessary for the adept, the meaning of pentagram, the triangle of Solomon, and more.

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Why I Drink Rain Water

I believe the reason there’s so much fearmongering with regards to drinking rain water is so that the sale of bottled water would continue rising.

Remember, archons would not just come out and reveal their purpose of profiting from you. So what they do is make you think that their “research” is done for your own benefit (such as to protect your health), when in truth they have a hidden agenda.

I believe that those who hear such fear-based warnings in the media simply repeat what they heard without doing their own research. This helps to promote the archon-generated belief and later it becomes an unquestionable fact.  Read more…

A Thing That Blinds Spiritual Sight

In this post I would like to share with you a thing that blinds a spiritual sight and what increases it.

As I was listening to Rudolf Steiner’s “How to Know Higher Worlds” audiobook, I could not agree more with what he said about spiritual blindness.

He said that those who are quick to point out negative qualities in people as well as to criticize are the ones that are blind.

There are plenty of Read more…

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A Dream About My Psychopathic Ex and What It Means

I recently dreamt of my ex-boyfriend who is a psychopath. The dream appeared out of nowhere – I haven’t thought about him for a very long time. In the dream I went to his house to take my remaining things.

I entered his house, hoping he won’t catch me there; I saw my bag with clothes and keys, and took that remaining baggage.

As I was going out, at that very same time he was returning home with his buddies (he’s always with his evil buddies when I dream of him) and thus he confronted me.Read more…

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